The Curse of the Compulsive Creator

I often wonder why I feel an unyielding drive to create. Sometimes, I think life would be simpler if I could just unwind at the end of the day with a good book or movie, enjoying someone else’s art. Yet, I’m compelled to produce my own work. Take my illustrated children’s book, for example—it takes an inordinate amount of time to illustrate. Despite having plenty of other commitments, any spare moment I find, I want to create art, write about making art, or discuss art with other creators on a podcast.

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I suppose you could call me a compulsive creator. I’ve discovered a method of creation that fits the limited time I have. Inspired by digital illustration and the world of NFTs, I’ve learned that by altering my artwork slightly, I can essentially generate a completely new NFT. This approach has led me to evolve every illustration extensively. For instance, I did a pencil sketch of a Zorilla for my kids’ book, “Uncommon Animals of the Alphabet.” Then, I photographed it and digitally illustrated over it using Procreate on my iPad. While this version suited my book, I took it further by inputting it into an AI program, which transformed it into a neon, futuristic version. Not entirely satisfied with the AI result, I added more digital layers.

This art piece now comprises layers upon layers of different styles and ideas. It’s an evolution and a process I adore—taking old work, collaging it, distorting it, and experimenting with it until it becomes a completely new standalone piece. My Zorilla, for instance, has led me in an unexpected direction that I’m thoroughly enjoying.